My 13 year old

Wow. Is all I can say. 13 years ago I had my handsome lil man named Eric Dillon. I never knew what mommy love was until I had him. He has always been my strong lil man he has been my healthy one as well. When I had him it changed my life forever for the good of course. He taught me early on that having a baby of your own is awesome, JOYOUS and very challenging. I was always on the go always trying to fix things. Your room when you were a toddler was all bob the builder you always were working on something. Your favorite thing to do when you were lil was hammer on things either peoples heads or toys or my furniture. You still to this day like to make things, I knew from the get go that you would be great with your hands at something. He is also my man in my life that I know GOD has a calling for, When I got ran over by the car and it kept going into the tractor trailer with you BUCKLED up in your car seat in the middle back seat, you when they got to the car were smililng. We thought we would see a baby with blood, glass all over or worse, but  NO you were smiling saying AGAIN. God has his hand on you then and still does. You were my reason to fight so hard to come home and to just keep going through all that pain to walk and breath. I could not see him for 3 days cuz of gas situations so I was told if I could walk 18 steps without passing out then I could go home. I pictured his smiling cuddly lil face and walked 21. You were the reason I healed so quickly I wanted to hold you and was not able to. You gave me reasons to just keep going just like you do now. When I want to throw in the towel and say I give up on different things I just look at you and remember that day. Thank you GOD for giving me this handsome young man. He is still one of my main reasons to get up each day and keep fighting these stupid pain issues that want to hold me back. He is my amazing lil man. I love you ERIC Dillon your mommys lil man forever. You are a great big brother as well. Happy Birthday, GOD really has awesome plans for this little man. Thank you for being the MAN in our life.